This morning I came across this post I wrote two years ago, which then led me to become overwhelmed with God's love for me personally. I competed in 9 different pageants and didn't win one. No, not one. I used to hate telling people this as I saw myself as a failure. Fear overtook me as I was so afraid of others seeing me that way too. I remember the pain of rejection so vividly. While I can … [Read more...]